I have just returned from my chemport irrigation at the hospital. Cancer was a word that I never expected in my life and along with it came many other unexpected and unfamiliar words like 'chemport'.
A chemotherapy port (or chemport) is a device placed under the surface of a patient's skin to allow easy access to organs or the circulatory system for chemotherapy drugs. Chemotherapy can often be harsh on skin and veins. The insertion of a central venous port helps protect the patient's body from unnecessary damage to peripheral veins in the arms and legs. I have a type of chemoport called a CV-port which is inserted into the central venous vein below the collarbone.
I recently underwent a lung scan and received the wonderful news that I am cancer free! But they did not remove my chemport. So every six weeks, when I go to have it irrigated, I have a real and fresh reminder that life is precious and a gift from GOD. That each day should be one of THANKSGIVING, TRUST AND HOPE in CHRIST.
I read a devotion today that very aptly describes what I believe shoud be my outlook as I continue on in this walk of TRUST and FAITH in the only ONE that can give me what I truly need to walk in JOY and PEACE each day.
The following are excerpts from DAY 22 of Lyn Eib's devotional called 50 DAYS OF HOPE:
ALREADY A SURVIVOR
So when do you know that you or your loved one is a cancer survivor? When the scan comes back clear? When the tumor marker is normal? When the treatment is finished? When there's no evidence of any cancer? I was diagnosed June 26, 1990 (Lyn Eib) with Stage 3 colon cancer. I am still cancer-free and count myself as a very blessed survivor.
But even if the cancer had returned, I would still count myself as a survivor because I agree with National Coalition for Cancer Survivorship when it labels cancer patients as survivors " from the moment of diagnois and for the balance of life".
I didn't always think that way.
I used to think that if you lived five years cancer - free after a diagnosis, you were a cured cancer survivor.
I remember going in for my five-year oncology checkup in the summer of 1995....and gleefully announcing to him that I wouldn't be seeing him professionally anymore. (I'm not quite sure how I got that notion, but I hear many others say the same kind of thing, We've probably made that association because statisticians often give data on five year survival rates for different types of cancer.)
"Where did you get that idea?" Marc responded.
"It's five years; I'm cured!" I told him, surprised that he didn't realize it was a momentous day.
"Well, the chance the cancer will return has diminished greatly, but you still need to be checked for the rest of your life", Marc soberly explained.
Talk about bursting someone's bubble!
I had waited five years to be proclaimed a cancer survivor, and there was going to be no such official announcement.
Thankfully, a short time after that day, I read the above mentioned survivorship definition from the National Coalition for Cancer Survivorship and proclaimed myself a survivor.
So I hope you're not waiting for some mythical five-year mark to earn the label of cancer survivor. Anyone who has survived even one minute since diagnosis already is a survivor! Believe it!
I love watching and listening to those survivors in my support group who have medically incurable cancer but still find much happiness. Because of their circumstances, others might say these folks have the right to be fairly fearful. But these 'incurable' survivors have come to realize-as have those of us who are cured-that we don't need the right circumstances to be happy.
It's important what you believe about yourself and your loved ones. When I finished treatment for my cancer, the odds the cancer would come back were greater than the odds it wouldn't. That doesn't sound like a situation that would make a person very happy. But what I believed about my circumstances did give me joy.
I believed the truth that I was already a cancer survivor.
As he thinks within himself, so he is. Proverbs 23:7 NASB
And I believed the truth that nothing, including cancer and it's treatment, can diminish God's great love for me.
I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God's love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow-not even the powers of hell can separate us from God's love. Romans 8:38
I also believed the truth that God didn't need good odds to heal me, that there are people everywhere surviving despite their odds.
Nothing is impossible with God. Luke 1:37
You and your loved ones have survived a cancer diagnosis. God obviously has plans for your life or you wouldn't still be here. Ask HIM to shine HIS light on your path, and then don't be afraid to follow where HE leads.
Will you pray from Psalm 119:105-107 with me?
Your word is a lamp for my feet and a light for my path. I've promised it once, and I'll promise it again: I will obey your wonderful laws. I have suffered much, O Lord; restore my life again, just as you promised. Amen.
